Tuesday, December 12, 2006

I wish that I could sleep, I feel like some kind of shadow, another slave to the week. Imagine if we lived under the weather we would never be found.

Listening to: The Noose- A Perfect Circle

"And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug to the ground
But I'm more then just a little curious
How your planning to go about making your ammends
to the dead.
Your halo slipping down to choke you now."

I'm think I'm stressed, Normally I can never really tell if I am until I suffer physical sympyoms from it like neck or back pain, even then I feel numb to it. But this time everything is clouding my thoughts and im having troubles focusing. Its not a big deal its a small problem compared to the others... I leave for home in 6 days and I wont be back for a very long time. I have so much to do, Shop for mandatory xmas gifts, send them off in time, make it to an appointment, clean, see some freinds here and worry about taking the ferry to see some freinds on the island(its nice tho), hopefully do shit loads for work, pack, and then worry about catching a plane with a fiancee, expensive laptop and a cat. Actually I dont have to worry much about that. The cat is also better at flying planes then me even. He sleeps during the turbulence, I'm so glad we have a portable, easy travel cat. Though I guess he doesnt have to stress over terrorists or plane crashes. I know its stupid to think about it but I cant help it. (its exactly what they want me to think!) I dont even know where the cat is going. He will surely become part of the food chain with all the fauna at my house. I'm sorry I have to complain and bitch about pathetic little things like this, but I sorta think thats what these blog things are for..... makes you feel more important then you are. A good thing though is tomorrow I'm going to get my hair dyed at a salon as an early xmas present. I've never had it professionally done. before always got it done by me or friends (which i so miss) so I hope it turns out *crosses fingers* so Im really nervous. I feel like an adult, it's quite violating.

1 comment:

The Voodoo Doll said...

From what I can tell at this point in time, it sounds like Andy may be coming in later on Saturday. So if you want to come over to meet me at work for 1:30 I'll go to the mall with you and we can try and work it out to meet up with Andy and them there.

I'm excited to see you again!